“The Poetry of PTSD”

Underneath this uniform, 

Underneath this shell of courage,

Lies calcified nerves of steel. 


Underneath this uniform, 

Underneath the surface,

Lies a suppression of fear.


Underneath this uniform, 

Underneath this tactical readiness, 

Lies a tumultuous concoction of emotions. 


Underneath this uniform, 

Underneath this unparalleled bravery,

Lies a mother…                

a father….                    a daughter…                         a son….


Each of which demand their nerves back. 

Each of which demand their fear back. 

Each of which demand their emotions back.


 Underneath this uniform,

Underneath this copper & wool,

Lies a wife…                 a husband…                          a friend…                                  a person…

Each of which bleeds.

Each of which pains.

Each of which cry’s.

Each of which exists. 


Underneath this uniform. 

-Tom Ludlow